unreal

I've officially announced to my friends that I'm going to Korea. I didn't want to say anything until I was completely sure about going. However, I'm not 100% sure at the moment still because of all the paperwork involved, but there's a better chance now than before though. My notarized background check & degree just got to Sacramento this morning. I'll have to wait for them to apostille them and send them back. Then, all I need to do is send those paperwork along with the signed contract to Korea and wait for a visa number, take that to the Korean consulate, get my passport stamped, and I'll be on my way there.
I try not to think about living there by myself. I will probably freak out if I think about it too much. Even though I've said goodbye to one of my friends (Maria because she's moving to Mn) already, it still doesn't seem real. It won't seem real until I get there I think. I can freak out there but I don't want my family to see me freak out here. They'd be worried for me for an entire year.

Sometimes I feel so strong, like living in Korea by myself for a year is no big deal. Then sometimes I feel like I'm crazy for doing this.
I've decided to put in my resignation on Friday, the 11th. I'm scared. I don't want to see my boss cry. I've worked with her for so long..and I know she'll cry. Well, either that or she'll be angry at me and tell me to just leave :/  She'll find someone to replace me though and then I'll be nothing but someone she use to work with.

I've started to pack a little, buying things here and there.. mostly things that I won't be able to find there.  I have to think about a whole year worth of supply... that's crazy. I am crazy.