Miscarriage

I woke up to mild contractions around 5am this morning. It was still dark. The only light I saw came from the computer screen that my father-in-law left on from the night before. I was tired but the pain quickly became too painful for me to drift back to sleep. The dr said my body may have absorbed the baby so I figured maye I won't get to go through any pain. However when the dr told us on Friday that the yolk sac was inside my uterus with no baby, I should've known. I should've done more research to prepare myself of what was to come. After about 30 minutes of bearing through the painful contractions I woke my husband up because I didn't know what else to do. Half asleep, he tried comforting me with things he was learning from other people who had gone through miscarriages and had written their experiences online. I finally got up to use the restroom and saw a few big pieces of blood clots which explained a lot of things. I finally realized it was really happening. The miscarriage. After another 30-40 minutes of more intense contractions, I was convinced I needed to go to the hospital. My husband refused. He kept looking up things online. I was so upset. I started to cry but the pain kept me from doing so. In between the contractions I remembered wondering why I had to go through such a horrible experience if I didn't get a baby in the end. I just wanted everything to be over and done with so I could move on and try again. After an excruciating contraction, I went back into the restroom and sat on the toilet. I felt so many things come out of me. It was the weirdest and possibly craziest feeling ever. I sat there for about half a minute and then I felt a huge blob come out of me. It was about the size of my palm. And then the pain disappeared as if it was never there to begin with. My husband came into the restroom and again have me reasons why it would be a waste of money to go to the hospital. Annoyed, I told him the pain had went away already. He refused to look at what had come out so he went back to bed. I put it in my hand, examined it, and flushed it. I was finally able to rest for another 2 hours before waking up to a puddle of blood but I guess that's all part of miscarriages. Sorry for the TMI post.